Senin, 21 April 2014

Fire.

I am your fire.

I burn all your worries and doubts.
I am the warmth that comforts you at night.
Shine a light through the darkest corners of your mind.

But you're my oxygen.

I need you for my being.
Once I ignite, you're absent.
It's almost like we're playing hide and seek.
When I'm here, you're everywhere but here.

You revolve encircling me,
You are everywhere.

Every.

Where.

I am your fire and you're my oxygen.
Without you, I'm a lost cause.

Minggu, 20 April 2014

You.

You're a liar.
I'm a murderer.

You draw people close, but you paint their skies gray.
I kill people - I kill people in my head.

We can be a pair of young broken hearts. A recipe for disaster.
You pull the rope, I cut it loose. Hearts beat faster and faster.

I know you better than the back of my hand.
Even though it fades, it fades. Now it's gone, what I once knew.
It kills me to see, what was once so bright,
now be forever taken away from my sight.

Selasa, 08 April 2014

Defined by the unspoken.

I have thoughts running through 24/7, it's like a never ending train ride inside my head.
I overthink sometimes. Hell, ALL the time.
People always misunderstood me,
I conceal everything, nothing left for anyone to see.

We are a work in progress.
We are not yet defined,
constantly evolving,
continuously changing,
endlessly adapting,
forever reshaping.

Because we won't settle,
we won't settle down.

Kamis, 27 Maret 2014

The monster under you bed.

I want to you tell you about this thing that I hate, that i always try to avoid, that I despise. I just can't stand it. It makes me sick. Don't you have this kind of thing as well? That brings out the worst in you? Well of course I'm not gonna list them all here, but I'm not gonna lie, there's this one thing that hassles me the most.

What i hate the most is when I'm failing in everything, when I feel just like a failure. Well, some people might see me as an optimist, hell, I'm not saying i'm a pessimist neither, but there's just these kinda moments where i feel like shit, like i can't do nothing at all, stuck in this hole forever.

I want to be better at everything.
I want to know what everybody knows.
I want to learn everything.
I want to be the best at everything.

I want to be satisfied, I want to accomplish BIG things in my life, and I have to return the favor.

Sabtu, 15 Maret 2014

Ruptured

I finally made it. 

I have finally become what I've always hated. What I disgust, what I've been avoiding from after all these years. 

I am now here, I am nowhere.